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Alone and desperate - lost and in despair

belt and bootlaces untied - someone always there

all the years of anguish take me to this place

forbidden worlds inside me - normality debased

the only thing i wanted was fulfilling you

the one thing i needed was you to want me too

the past didn't matter cos i was your lover

to meet your every sexual need - satisfaction guaranteed

Failing your fantasy - couldn't turn you on

your visions of me taking you all long gone

"Tie Me" domination I didn't understand

and unchained myself from your promised land

the only thing i wanted was fulfilling you

crossing my red line i didn't have a clue

the past began to matter - a second rate lover

trying to meet a sexual need - no chance to succeed

remembering the past times - the passion and the lust

nights of desire all turned to dust

and now it's all in ruins - i wanna end it all

my final ecstasy is death - my sexual curtain call. 

 
 

The lies of laughter every day - my affliction

torment twisting in my head - an addiction

now every hope and dream is dead

gone with the outward tide

working out the options - just suicide

There's nothing left to live for - no future anymore

no one here to understand - just someone to deplore

become the person i despise

my whole damn life is fake

so now convert this sex drive

to the last drive i take

driving out - thinking about the end of my time

way past depression it's the end of the line

towards the distant sunset - the setting of my death

the waters of wast will see my dying breath

All the whys and what ifs - goodbye to sexual urges

the surge of loss and anger re-emerges

take the absinthe - light the dope

reach for the bottles of pills

calm emotion never ending - cure all ills

this is what i need now - I've no cards left to deal

OBLIVION AWAITS me - an end to this ordeal

i'm an evil sodding bastard

a fucking bloody shame

but yesterday was different

and i'm still the fucking same!

all the things i wanted - everything is lost

darkness surrounds me as i count the cost

what i hadn't got has gone and i'll never get

waiting for the answer - ain't got it yet

death is my hope as hope lies there dead

suffering from my desire

a failure in life living a lie - ends at a funeral pyre

what is my life now? nothing left to gain

a hole in my soul filled with guilt and pain

mind turning backwards - voices in my head

scream and shout inside out - wishing i was dead

he and a lover's now hell and it's over

gone in the morning as sex becomes ex

under a black spell sounding my death knell

angel to anger as heat turns to hate

in the shit - reputation - now separation

being chaste - what a waste - a future of disgrace

an addict losing will to find how to carry on

no way to undo what you think I've done

a hundred million tons of bleach

won't clean these bloody hands

millions more just ignore and never understand

 
 

if a man curses his father or mother he must be put to death.

(Exodus 21:17)

If a man commits adultery with his neighbours wife, both the adulterer and the adulteress must be put to death.

(Leviticus 20:10)

If a man lies with a man as one lies with a woman both of them have done what is detestable. they must be put to death. their blood will be on their own heads.

(Leviticus 20:13)

This is the word of god. this is the law of god.

in the cities of the nations your god is giving you do not leave anything that breathes, completely destroy them - hittites, amorites, canaanites, perizzites, hivites, jebusites - as the lord has commanded you

(Deuteronomy 20:16-17)

If a man has a stubborn and rebellious son who will not listen to his father and mother, his father and mother will take him and bring him to the elders at the gates of the temple. they shall say to the elders, "our son is stubborn and rebellious. He will not obey us. he is a profligate and a drunkard." then all of the men of the town shall stone him to death.

(Deuteronomy 21:18-21)

While the Israelites were in the desert a man was found gathering wood on the sabbath. they took him to Moses, Aaron and the assembly and kept him in custody as it was not clear what should be done to him. then the lord said to Moses, "the man must die. the whole assembly must stone him outside the camp." so the assembly took him outside the camp and stoned him to death... as the lord commanded.

(Numbers 15:32-36)

this is the word of god. this is the law of god.

this is the law. this is the law of god.

 

Life inside your prison; Claustrophobic vision

night-time all around, noise without a sound

seconds turn to days, time wears souls away

another bloody year mired in constant fear

what you do, who you are, it matters not

in the end, cold and dark, your body rots

understand the suffering and pain that you are given

are there to make you realise you are living

just ignore the hurt

the pills you take won't work

madness in your head brings you closer to the dead

what you think, who you are, it matters not

in the end, cold and dark, your body rots

from when you were begotten to when you'll be forgotten

a tedious persistence, pathetic cold existence

crucify the day before you turn away

night removes your dream so nightmares come and play

what you are, who you do, it matters not

in the end, cold and dark, your body rots

living for your death, drawing futile breath

book the final stop inside a wooden box

every thought, every sound, lost in the wastes of space

a vacuum of dark despair expands to take your place

as your body rots

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